A Cardinal On Campus

There is a chill in the air on this early day in May.  It rained all of the morning, but now the sun is shinning bright.  Although I walk the campus of Southern Illinois University @ Carbondale, on a daily basis, I seldom see a cardinal.  And, when I do see one they never remain still long enough for me to snap a photo of them.  Today was a fantastic Friday…as a cardinal posed for me…for several shots.  I have heard it said that the little things make the difference…but this was a big deal to me!  Yesterday, on campus, I heard peels of laughter, and when I turned to see what the hilarity was about…I saw three young women…roller skating.  Now this may be a common sight in your neck of the woods, but I had not witnessed anyone roller skating…for a long time.  I attempted to roller skate, as a boy, but did not succeed.

As I walk campus…I often hear the laughter of families that are enjoying each others company in the lovely surroundings of SIUC.  Sunday is Mother’s Day.  My mom raised me singlehandedly.  We saw the worse of times…and the best of times…together.  I received my love of books from mom.  She belonged to the Book of the Month Club, and it was a regular occurrence to see her reading on a nightly basis.  She talked to me about what she was reading….And I was fascinated!  Mom had a big heart!  If you needed a dollar, and she had one to give…it was yours.  Mom was the living illustration of empathy.  When a friend of hers was hurting or crying…mom wept with them.  She listened…totally and completely.  Mom called me, kid or kiddo, for much of my life.  To this day, someone of whom I am fond, I will slip and call them kiddo…although I have heard that this term of endearment is no longer appreciated.

I cannot help but consider the multitude of mothers that are nurses and who are risking their lives to care for their fellow humans during our 2020 pandemic.  The abject fear that they must be feeling each time that they return home and hope and pray that they are not bringing danger…or… death to their families.

We are living in an unprecedented historic time.  On one side of us is the undeniable reality of a worldwide pandemic.  On the other side of us…is unemployment numbers that have not been seen since the Great Depression.  There are more problems facing us than we had imagined possible.  If there was ever a time that as we trod upon the stage of life…we must play our part…well…it is now!

Many are experiencing depression that is devastating.  They need our help.  Many of us are hungry…which is the old term for food insecure.  They need our help.

If our government is determined to help the rich, among us, they certainly should extend funds to victims of the economic tsunami that has engulfed our nation and the world.  Not just once, as peoples’  bills do not occur yearly…but rather monthly!

We will be the people of history.  One hundred years from now children will be reading regarding how we faced the pandemic in 2020.  Let it be said that we protected the grandmothers and the grandfathers and the members of our human family…

Have a Good Day

I was in the drive-thru of the SIU Credit Union yesterday and today.  It is a pleasant place to visit and see fellow human beings, through glass.  The staff at the Credit Union has always been friendly…but in the midst of our 2020 pandemic…I am noticing it more.  Their kind greeting when I pull up, and the, heartfelt, have a good day…is music to my ears!  As I am pulling away from my bank, I think to myself, what lovely people!  And, I feel like having a good day.

I am continually impressed with, Jonathon and my friend, Emily, the owner of Mainstreet Books in St. Charles, Missouri.  I have always loved books, and independent bookstores.  We have been buying some books, and puzzles.  MJ is working on the Celestial Map…as I write this.  Emily, not only sends the nicest post cards with our orders…but recently enclosed a Main Street coffee mug for each of us, in our last order.  It is a pleasure to do business with someone who appreciates it…and makes you feel that your patronage matters.

I had the opportunity to visit with my friend, of over 20 years, Elizabeth, yesterday.  She is an outstanding person, and one of the hardest workers that I have ever known.  Not long ago she concluded her university course work…and graduates this month.  I am exceedingly proud of her…and her many accomplishments….And honored that she and her, wonderful husband, Ryan, are my friends!

‘If you are looking for verses with which to support slavery,

You will find them.  If you are looking for verses with which to

Abolish slavery, you will find them.  If you are looking for verses

With which to oppress women, you will find them.  If you are

looking for verses with which to liberate or to honor women,

You will find them.  If you are looking for reasons to wage war,

You will find them.  If you are looking for reasons to promote peace, you will find them.

If you are looking for an outdated irrelevant ancient text, you will find it.  If you are looking for truth, believe me, you will find it.  This is why there are times when the most instructive question to bring to the text is not ‘what does it say?’ , but, ‘what am I looking for?’  I suspect Jesus knew this when he said, ‘ask and it will be given to you, seek and you will find, knock and the door will be opened.’  If you want to do violence in this world, you will always find the weapon.  If you want to heal, you will always find the balm.’    Rachel Held Evans

Many times I have been angry and marginalized… and felt retaliation rise up in me…but , instead, chose forgiveness and kindness… and to seek more love than hate.  It has made me a happy person.

 

 

 

Pawns On Life’s Chessboard

I have loved the game of chess, and chessboards, for the majority of my life.  I currently have two wooden sets, and one crystal set, and one portable set.  At one time I had a marble set, that I purchased when we visited Juarez, Mexico, in the 1980s.  Somehow the board was broken…and the warriors…dispersed…  I used to have two crystal chess sets, but I gave one too Aaron.  During our 2020 pandemic…I have ordered, from, Bed Bath & Beyond a, ‘2020 Battle for the White House Chess Set in Red/White/Blue.  Yes, inquiring minds want to know, President Trump and Vice President Pence will be represented on the field of play.  Yes.    I have a piece of art, The Trump Tie, that is made out of hammered steel and painted a bright red.  I purchased the unique piece at Fraser Leonard Fine Art Gallery in St. Charles, Missouri…late in November of 2016.  I think we visited the gallery just after my enjoying a couple of, fortified, Grand Mariner’s!

On a few occasions during my life I have felt like that I was being treated like a, pawn, which is to say…expendable.  During my 32 years and 2 months and 3 weeks…I discovered that although I had many, perceived, friends in university administration…when I ceased to be useful to them…they were no where to be found…they were missing in action…

Politicians, on both sides of the aisle, have the habit of telling we pawns…what they think that we want to hear.  To be clear, they lie to us on a regular basis.  I witnessed thousands of young men lose their lives in Vietnam…based on the lies that our elected leaders trumpeted as the truth!  It is not pleasant to be lied to.  As I told a university chancellor, that if he continued to insult my intelligence…I was leaving his office.  He assured me that he believed that I was very intelligent…actions speak louder than words…

I think that we are in the global crisis of our generation.  It has become expedient and a popular slogan to, ‘follow your gut,’ whatever than means…  Thus…if something does not feel safe…it probably is not.  If 2+2=10…we are in an arithmetic book that I did not study in school.  If we hope that the members of the 1%…and the powerful…and the privileged charter members of the Club of the Elites…really care about the pawns…we are deceived…and it could be deadly…  I am reading the, ‘Glass Hotel’ by Emily St. John Mandel.  It is an engaging book with an oft used quote by the main character, ‘the land of money.’  I learned of the cast system in India, when I was in school.  We have a cast system in the United States…as well.

I saw many bicyclist’s on campus, today.  There were smile on their happy faces.  They appeared to be relishing the outdoor and away from home time!  It is comforting to see my neighbors and fellow Southern Illinoisans not only surviving…but doing well during life under the Coronavirus cloud.  As the Gloria Gaynor song says, ‘I will Survive!’  We will survive…if we care about each other and protect each other…and treat each other with love and respect.

Some Good Changes…During Our 2020 Pandemic

MJ and I were able to take Parker and Brody, who turned 16 years old yesterday, to have their nails clipped and a well needed bath.  I will not miss the click…click…click of their long nails as they trod across the wooden floors.  Janet, of Southern Paws Pet Services, came out to our car and retrieved the furry Brooks kids, and they will return them in the same manner at 5:00 p.m.  I was sporting my handcrafted face mask, that my friend, Wendi, made for me and MJ and Jonathon.  MJ said that it fit me well…  Janet, beamed when she saw us!  We were glad to see her…and she was glad to see us.  I believe that we all were thinking that we have survived, thus far, and we are all part of the accosted and beleaguered human family…

Jonathon and I walked campus earlier today.  I am struck by the happiness and joy that I see in the people that are engaging in the same pastime that we are…observing social distancing.  I have not, in my life, seen more families out enjoying nature and its’ bounty…than over the past 6 weeks.  Little children, and some that are not so little, are laughing and talking with their moms and dads.  There is not any static interfering with the conversation and communication.  There isn’t softball or baseball practice…or dance recitals or tumbling class.  There isn’t out of town meetings for mom or dad…or business dinners…or meetings for a drink…or two…  Gone are the distractions that are convenient excuses to not spend time with… and invest in the hard work that makes a loving family…    Often, we use the, ready, excuse of the requirements of our career, and the expectations of our employer, and either spoken or implied suggestion that if we want to get ahead in the job market hierarchy and to climb the corporate ladder…we will put in extra hours at the office…or fulfilling the bosses’ petty needs.  Our children are accustomed to being reared and raised by the school system, including being fed by the system, and then the after school programs, and then the nanny or the au pair…

Our 2020 pandemic has forced us to focus in a similar fashion as the optometrist asks us to read the smallest print on the eye chart…in the herculean effort to prove that we have 2020 vision.  I have heard it said that we can not see the forest for the trees…we now see the trees…clearly…  For now, we see clearly what the infinite gifts of family and friends and neighbors and the human family are.  It really is not the latest Broadway production, and I have visited Broadway twice and throughly enjoyed both encounters, and it is not the dream vacation, and I love to travel, and it does not seem to be the greatest home or vacation dwelling…rather it is the human connection that sustains us and nourishes us and keeps us on the road…back home…to Jerusalem.

May Has Returned

Did you ever dance around the Maypole?  It seemed that each May 1st our grade school teachers would relish in our Maypole dance.  I have never been much of a dancer.  Many in the class enjoyed the experience!  I would have rather watched them, dance.  Today marked my fourth and concluding day of grocery shopping for this month…accept for those days when I have to return to the store for an item that I forgot to initially buy.  Walmart was full of stressed shoppers.  It seems that our stay at home policy…is fraying many folks nerves.  A mother with her young daughter, called out in a loud and commanding voice, what grocery item that she was looking for, and when she retrieved it she subsequently announced to all that would listen that she had finally found the item.  Our 2020 pandemic has placed many of us, ‘between the devil and the deep blue sea,’ as my mom often said.  Essential staff are forced to work and endanger their lives, while earning little more than minimum wage.  They do not have the option to resign their employment and stay at home…they have to keep their job to survive.  Almost universally, the staff of every supermarket that I frequent, are kind and considerate and extremely helpful.  They, as well as our nurses and doctors, and warehouse workers and drivers, and custodial staff…deserve hazard pay for their herculean efforts for our safety and security.

Our isolation has provided us with a clear illustration of how desperately that we need each other.  As I walked through Walmart today, I was thankful and I appreciated each patron that thought enough of my safety, that they wore a face mask.  When I observed a shopper who had not donned a face mask…I could not help but wonder if the person did not care, or had not heard the news, or was of the mind-set that the use of the face mask was fake news?

Happiness is with us…if we look for it.  The love and concern of our family and friends, is priceless.  Our Earth has become cleaner.  We should implement ways to keep the gains that have occurred during our home-confinement…as we all share the same globe.  We have been alone…but we have been more united in our common purpose than I have witnessed in my life.

So many of our worries and squabbles and pet peeves, have dissipated like the murky waters of the canals in Venice.  Our constant competition with each other…seems petty as we strive to continue living and loving the life that we have been given.  When I see my fellow church members, during Zoom Church, I wonder how I have not noticed them, more, and appreciated them more, and loved them more…

Reflection during our pandemic…is a beautiful thing!  Every minute of every day of our lives…is a miracle.  There are no mundane or ordinary or boring days.  The specialness and rarity, and the unique opportunity to exist together, for a short time, is more exciting than anything that we can imagine!

‘But it is written, Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered into the heart of man, the things which God hath prepared for them that love him.’   I Corinthians 2:9  KJV

Reach out to a fellow traveler…and listen to them…and be a sounding board for their stress and hopelessness…until you have transformed their desperation into hope.

The Tyranny of Need

I have been grocery shopping, again.  My first adventure was at Aldis, and it was packed with customers.  No social distancing was possible…although it was suggested throughout the store, including posted arrows, every few feet, to direct the patrons which way to go.  About half of the shoppers had on face masks, while the rest did not.  One gentleman, who was wearing a black face masks,  was raising his voice to a clear decibel level for the other, young man that was accompanying him, to facilitate his hearing the military style instructions that he was uttering…regarding what to purchase and how many to place in the cart.  Another, elderly, fellow was standing and looking bewildered as he studied the shelves.  He did not have a face mask.  A, wonderful, young woman who was an Aldi employee…helped the old gentleman.

The last two days have been devoted to shopping at Sams.  Both days have begun by standing in a long line and a Sams staffer telling you when you can enter the store.  The rule seems to be one at a time.  Again, about half of the patrons have on masks.  There is an impending meat shortage due to staff at meat processing plants contracting COVID-19…in large numbers.  President Trump has signed an executive order that all meat processing plants shall remain open.  But what about the, poor, employees who are sick and and in fear of their lives?  Processes have changed in our 2020 pandemic.  We pay our bill by check at Sams.  The attendant told me that there was no need to sign the check.  She attempted to scan my Sams Card…to no avail, and then reluctantly took a corner of it in her hand.  She was afraid…and I was fearful for her.  Sams is preparing for the impending meat shortage…and the draconian run on the valued commodity.  Several posted signs in the meat department instructed the shopper that they could purchase only one of each cut…  I have been buying food at Sams…for many years.  It is a bulk purchase store…yet the packaging is much larger than before.

So, the passionate discussion is great as to when and how to reopen our economy.  This is not a bad thing to talk about…people are out of work and without money and hungry and in danger of homelessness.  That is not lost on me…as I have experienced all of the above!  Today I was able to stock up on the, prescribed ‘one cut of meat’ rule at Sams, while during earlier times in my life I had neither the funds for the one cut of meat…or any meat…  Today…I shopped for something that we could live without…while many Americans would be ecstatic to, just, be able so shop for the essential staples to feed their children!  Sadly, we have become a country of he have’s and the haves and the have-nots.  There are millions of Americans…who fear for their lives…and who fear that they may starve to death…or be cast out of their dwellings.  Life must always be our primary goal…for our human journey.  But, the extreme stress and pain…and total desperation of those who do not have their next rent payment…and no milk for the baby…and no food…or as I experienced, on more than one occasion, Cremora to eat…or potatoes to to eat….or one sandwich per day as I was laboring to build a church…can not be discounted…

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When MJ and I got married on March 24, 1978…I weighed 169 pounds…and I am 6 feet and 3 1/2 inches…I was gaunt…  I understand…clearly…what it feels like to be a captive of the…tyranny of need…

Morning

I accidentally dropped my cell phone the other day.  The way in which the light shown on it, I was relieved to see that I had not damaged the screen.  Later, I was under different light, and I noticed that I not only had cracked the screen…but I had cracked it across the width of it.  The, pleasant, Apple representative told me that the replacement would be in excess of $200…and he sent me a box…and I mailed it back.  I missed my phone…a lot!  My phone returned, yesterday, with a bright and shiny new screen.  I felt whole again.  As I was attempting to reinstall my audible.com app, which was under an email that I not only do not use, but also no longer have access to…I began a 2 1/2 hour odyssey to solve the problem with, two, kind audible representatives.  The first person, a lady, commented that I had the most beautiful background music playing…and I wondered what she was hearing since I was not listening to music.  It reminded me of the time when we were returning from Alaska, and had laid over in Seattle, Washington…with MJ’s mother, who had experienced a TIA in Ketchikan…that scared us to death.  Fernie mentioned as we sat in the hotel restaurant, that she enjoyed the song, Precious Memories, but that it was odd that they played it throughout the hotel, exclusively.  Precious Memories…was not playing…  In any event, the audible person was referring to the singing of the birds in my back yard as I sat on my porch.  Thus, I am writing a morning blog…and enjoying the music!

I am amazed at how often that I do not hear the aural majesty that is around me.  How many times I take for granted or customary or mundane…beauty on par with the most noteworthy fine art paintings that are available to view.  I love art!  Vincent van Gogh’s works, mesmerize me.  We have been to Paris.  We visited the Musse d’Orsay, on he left bank of the Seine.  The museum has a fantastic collection of Vincent van Gogh.   But, if you take the time to study your surroundings, both natural and architectural and human, they have all of the magic and wonder of the subjects of his iconic paintings.  There is no more fascinating creature to watch that your fellow humans.  Have you seen pain or depression is another’s eyes?   Have you experienced the sensation of making eye contact with someone and feeling that, for a moment in time, you could see into their soul?  I, regularly, snap photos on campus, as I walk for exercise.  The architecture of Old Campus, fascinates me.  I have been photographing and walking for so many years…and yet I see something new each time I am there.  Nature has an orchestra of sound…if you stop and listen.

Mornings are special.  Everything is waking up.  I recall an Easter Sunrise church service that I attended over 45 years ago.  The loveliness of the sun rising, and the smell of the morning dew, and the melodious sounds of the happy birds singing…has stayed with me…for many years.  As I am writing this piece, I have noticed that the morning birds have different songs than the afternoon ones…or at least they sound different to my untrained ears.

Nothing improves my mood faster than music and singing.  I am neither a singer nor a musician…but I have a deep appreciation for both.  Last evening I was listening to the singer, Lyle Lovett, sing his song, Church, and I could have closed my eyes…and been there.  When the great John Prine passed away, earlier this month, I listened to a tribute song, regarding him, written by Carsie Blanton, and her love for him, and her heartfelt sadness regarding his death…was palpable.

As we all travel through this dark tunnel looking for the light…let us, ‘say to ourselves,’ what the great Louis Armstrong told us…’It’s a Wonderful World.’

Hope Vanquishes…Despair

It is Saturday, and I know so because I looked at my calendar.  Rain is promised, throughout the day and evening and tomorrow morning.  The weather is a bit like our pandemic.  It is not over.  I would not have believed that I could ever receive so much comfort from the modern invention of the computer.  What we, until recently, damned as the bane of true social contact…has become the primary means of achieving connection with the outside world.  We are all still here…we are simply in seclusion.  Mom quoted the famous actress, Greta Garbo, many times.  Ms. Garbo said, ‘I want to be alone.’  But, Greta was not saying this during a pandemic.

‘After subsiding over the summer, a second, more powerful wave of influenza swept across the United States after two sailors in Boston contracted the illness.  The flu quickly reached nearby military installations such as Camp Devens before spreading to civilian populations across the country.’

‘In some cases, more concerned about the spread of panic than the flu itself, public health authorities downplayed the risks.  ‘There is no cause for alarm if precautions are observed,’ proclaimed U.S. Surgeon General Rupert Blue.  Not wanting to run afoul of censorship laws that called for up to 20 years in prison for printing anything the government deemed detrimental to the war effort, newspapers under-reported the rapid spread of the pandemic.’

‘While news of the influenza was suppressed in the United States, France and Great Britain, that was not the case in Spain, which remained neutral in World War I.  Wire service reports of a flu outbreak in Madrid in the spring of 1918 led to the pandemic being called the ‘Spanish Flu,’ even though it originated elsewhere.’    Christopher Klein,   History

The American Humorist, Erma Bombeck, wrote a book entitled, ‘If Life is a Bowl of Cherries, What Am I Doing in the Pits.’  I think that one of the saving graces of my journey has been my refusal to give up.  If you live but a short while…you have experienced reversals of fortune.  I used to say to MJ, when disappointments confronted us and roadblocks caused us to have to turn around and find a new route…that I was not going to be beaten.  During the over 25 years that I was a manager, at Southern Illinois University @ Carbondale, I refused to be deterred by budgets or bedlam!  The future is wide open to possibilities.  If plans have been changed because of the Coronavirus…make new plans while you are home…thinking.  Although we are, universally, experiencing a tragedy that, prior to 2020, we only read about…the panacea to our mental and emotional wellbeing is to plan for our brighter futures!

I watched the Beatles perform for the first time on the Ed Sullivan show.  I wondered what all of the excitement was about.  Yet, through the years I have, grown, to enjoy they’re, iconic, music.  They sang a song entitled, ‘Let It Be.’  That would illustrate my hope for our new normal.  As we emerge from the cloud of darkness and death…that our pandemic has enshrouded our globe with…let it be that we bring our poor and our disenfranchised and our disabled, both intellectually and physically, in to our homes and our churches and…follow Jesus admonishment…

‘For I was hungry and you gave me something to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me something to drink, I was a stranger and you invited me in, I needed clothes and you clothed me, I was sick and you looked after me, I was in prison and you came to visit me.’

‘Then the righteous will answer him, saying, Lord when did we see you hungry and feed you, or thirsty and give you drink?  And when did we see you a stranger and welcome you, or naked and clothe you?  And when did we see you sick or in prison and visit you?  And the King will answer them, ‘Truly, I say to you, as you did it to one of the least of these my brothers, you did it to me.’   Matthew 25  ESV

We are living a terrible and illuminating life lesson.  All that we plan and base our individual lives upon…can be changed…in the twinkling of an eye.  Let us include our fellow travelers to Jerusalem…

Skeleton

I have always loved skeletons!  From my early experiences with halloween costumes, to my first seeing a real skeleton in biology class, to the, expensive vodka that comes in a crystal skeleton head bottle (a skull), to my favorite ink pen that my brother, Brock, gave me for my 60th birthday, that has a skeleton head on the top and depicts a rendition of the skeleton…for the body of the writing instrument.  When I saw that one of the, vintage, puzzles from my favorite bookstore, Main Street Books, in St. Charles, Missouri…was of a skeleton…I was overwhelmed…and subsequently ordered it…post hast!  Brock and I received, matching, tattoos for my 60th…a large letter B surrounded by filigree!  When I see my tattoo…I think of my brother.  Jonathon and I were commiserating about the dearth of pencil usage in our modern world. That evening he announced to his mom and I that he was ordering, Cavallini, pencil sets, complete with sharpeners, for us and his brother.  I chose…skeleton images!  Cavallini is also the producer of our puzzles.  I considered, after the matching tattoos…that a skull would be nice…  MJ said that she thought that was a misguided idea…

I am happy today…although that is my state of mind…most of the time.    I was able to be the delivery boy for our board of elders, referred to as the session in the First Presbyterian Church, of a thank you card and an enclosed gift, for our, wonderful, Administrative Professional, Barb.  She is such a lovely person and goes so far beyond the call of duty in a plethora of ways…that it was a joy to see her smiling face, at social distancing specifications, and the constant light in her eyes!

We really are all skeletons, covered by a coat of flesh and muscle and our unique appearances, that Mother Nature bestowed upon us.  When you take away the veneer…we are all the same.  We all give love…and we all seek love.  We all are frightened and insecure, and we all need a friend.  We are; janitors, and grocery workers, and nurses and doctors and labs technicians, and warehousemen and women and truckers, and leaders…that doubt if we are up to the herculean task of our 2020 pandemic.  We feel the shaking of the earthquake under our feet.  In a world that was already rife and replete with earth shattering problems and puzzles and strife and stress…comes the unifying of a pandemic that affects all of us.

Jonathon and I met with our session last evening at 5:00 p.m.  We met by the miracle of Zoom technology.  There was Pastor Kerry, with his ever present smile and welcoming and friendly manner, as well as the members of the group.  Some who had to hurry to be present at the meeting, due to work and other commitments.  We were present because it was important that we were there to finalize the monetary assistance to our churches wonderful staff.  It is comforting to be a member of a church that cares about it’s essential staff, and realizes that they are all essential, and who subsequently works to demonstrate that realization…realized…in a tangible demonstration of the love and appreciation that we have for them!

Permanent Change…Or Keep The Change?

The first, of five puzzles, has arrived.  MJ and I worked on it for over an hour this morning.  Since I do not posses the puzzling skills of my wife…she schooled me in the manner that we would begin.  After an hour…I had united 3 pieces…MJ had completed 12 or more.  The puzzle is the Celestial Map…  I came home from my walk, just now, and there she was with significant portions completed.  I told Jonathon that she will be getting up in the middle of the night to solve the quandary that is on the Dining Room table!  Some of us can see the elephant in the living room…while others notice the ant that is hiding in the corner!

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I listened to the governor of Georgia as he announced that he was re-opening several small businesses in his state, Friday. Among  the establishments to be, first on the opening plan were; nail salons, gyms, hair salons and businesses that administer, massages.  I had a massage in Rome, a few years ago, it was more of a change to my normal life…than I care to repeat.  I have no critical commentary of the governor’s decision other than a, simple, observation that the businesses named are, up-close and personal…and not in keeping with the medical advice of 6 feet of social distancing.

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I, also, listened to a medical professional, on NPR, that said that he believed that the wearing of masks and the social distancing practice, would be with us for the foreseeable future.  It is difficult to ascertain the strength of a hurricane…if you are in its eye.  Until tragedy visits a person or members of their family…or their friends…it seems a bit academic or philosophical…or the promulgation of another conspiracy theory by the fake news media.

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I enjoy, some, conspiracy theories.  I was a first grade student when my teacher announced to the class that President Kennedy had been shot.  School was canceled and I walked the four blocks to my home on Illinois Avenue in Eldorado, Illinois, and there was my mom…weeping on the couch as she watched the CBS news coverage of, what had quickly become the assassination of our beloved President.  When I observed mom weeping…the loss of President Kennedy was real to me!  The next day I was glued to the TV, as all of the nation was, and, suddenly, Jack Ruby, lurched in front of the cameras and shot Lee Harvey Oswald…and killed him.  I vividly recall thinking that there is more to the story of the assassination than what we were being told.  I still believe my theory…that I first developed…in the first grade!

But, our 2020 pandemic is not the Kennedy assassination, and it is not the fear that aliens are monitoring our every movement on Earth, and it is no respecter of political party, or privilege, or position.  It is a vicious killer of grandmas and grandpas, and young people who believe that they are invincible.  It strikes randomly and without warning and can be contracted from people who have the disease, but are  asymptomatic.  With most, drastic diseases, there is medicine and protocols and medial procedures that give the sick a, fighting chance of recovery.  COVID-19 has struck down many of our human family…taking them from hale and hearty…to death…in a matter of days…sometimes hours.  Yes, the majority of recipients…recover.  Yes, many have it and exhibit no symptoms.  But, that is cold comfort to your family or friends…or you…should you become so ill that you are placed on a ventilator…of which most people do not recover.

Over forty-three thousand Americans are gone…  I have never met a conspiracy that not only killed the people that the conspiracy-theorist believed were promulgating the lies…as well as the people that were sure that nothing was going to happen to them…because it was just the…flu!

I read of a bar owner in New York.  He felt that the president would be wearing a mask and be more concerned if there was any gravity to the danger of contracting the illness.  He and his daughter were discussing the Coronavirus, and the dad asked his daughter if she knew anyone who had the virus.  She replied that she did not, at that time..but was sure that she would, before long.  Her dad and mom embarked on a 14 day cruise.  When they returned to home port…the next day her father became ill…and shortly thereafter…he died.